Father Jack

After an hour bus ride, I arrived at a looks-like-run-down mall in New Jersey.  Called him from a payphone and he said he will be there in 15 minutes to pick me up.

When I saw him through his car window, I was taken aback by how much older he looks than the picture he emailed me.  Still, couldn't resist his good look and his nice full beard, I got in the car.

"So did you make it here alright?" he said to me and put his hand right on my thigh and almost touched my crouch.

"Yes. No problem at all." I was already getting excited by the touch of his rough man's hand..

We check into a local motel. Father Jack shut the curtains and starts to unbutton my shirt. I reach my hand inside his shirt and run my fingers through his thick chest hair.  That's exactly what turns me on, I thought..

Father Jack pushs me to my knees, hold his stiff cock right in front of my face and says, "suck it, will you?"

I can smell his manly odor. I'm hard the moment I put his cock in my mouth. His cock is quite thick and gags me. His precum tastes so good I just want to keep sucking it.

"Look at me." he gently stops me sucking him.
"Open your mouth."

I see him gathering saliva in his mouth and let it drop right in my mouth..

"Good boy." he lower himself and force his tongue into my mouth and kisses me passionately.

"Lie on the bed." he commands.

Father Jack sits on my stomach and presses my both hand to the bed with each of his. I get a little nervous for I cannot move and don't know what he has in mind.

Before I know it, he starts spitting.

I turn my face and his spit lands on my face.
"Be a good boy and open your mouth." "That's right.." he then spit right into my mouth. I was surprised by myself for not objecting it.  It was the first time that I learned spitting can be so erotic.
 
"Just put up with it, ok?" Father Jack says to me and keeps spitting for many more times.
 
Father Jack lets loose of my hand and turns around. We are now in 69 position. He sits on my face, forcing me to smell his asshole.  My nose is rubbing his hole while my lips are touching his balls. I try to lick his balls and he starts to moan. He then works on my cock with his warm, wet mouth. His hands touch all over my thighs and legs.
 
I have his cock deep in my mouth, holding, squeezing his ass with my both hands.
 
"Will you cum for me? Yeah?" he strokes my cock fast for a few times and put it back into his mouth. His beard rubs against my stomach and I was ready..
 
"Ohh..  I'm cumming..", I "warn" him.
 
Father Jack hold my balls so tight while I my load explodes in his mouth.  He gets up facing me after sucking on my cock for a little longer. He sits on my chest and jerks himself.
 
"Open your mouth and stick your tongue out."
"You wanna taste Daddy's cum?" his sweat drip on my body when he strokes his cock. He moans loud and shoot his load all over my face with some right into my mouth.  I still remember the salty tastes of his cum even now..
 
He lies down beside me, takes deep breath to collect himself.
 
"I wanna fuck you next time." he smiles and says to me before he heads to the shower.

Daddy loves my cum

One daddy came by twice in two days, said that my cum was extra sweet...

For the first time

Today, I swallowed V's cum.

Infatuation?

Why can't I stop thinking about V? Haven't I convinced myself that it was only lust? The kisses we shared keep being replayed in my mind..

What exactly am I looking for? I'm in a long term relationship with a man I deeply love. V has his wife and kids. Neither one of us will ever give up what we have, so what am I hoping for? An affair in the darkness?

I kept V's only picture that he ever emailed me, the one that he sent me when he replied my craigslist ad. I looked at it once again just before I started this entry. How I am missing him and wishing that I will see him again soon. I don't want to give him pressure. On the other hand, I can't meet with him because my partner is home almost everyday now. So, once again, what am I doing?? This is clearly not going to be easy even if we just want to fool around once in a while.

Does V think of me? Does he think of me often? I have no way to find out. Even though he has said so in an email..

He said it will require effort, like anything in life worth something. I realize that. And I am willing to wait for him.

Waiting for V

It's been two weeks since reconnected with V and yet I haven't seen him once. He said he was busy with family illness and mother in law. And now the holiday season is near, I wonder if we would ever meet this year, or ever again.

Slowly, my patience for V is running low. After the chat with W, I realized that it IS totally lust what I feel about V. Besides being busy, V is probably scared to go further with me. I was the one who told him that it is better not to start anything. "Because once you start, it would be difficult to stop."

But now I seem to be the one who is infatuated with him. The kiss we shared was intense and I know that he felt it too. Since we kissed, I have been fantasizing about him almost every time when I have sex with my partner. In my fantasy, I kiss and lick every inch of his body, light bite his nipples and inhale his masculine body odor through his chest hair. I even fantasize spreading his hairy ass cheeks and rim his hole.. This is totally new to me; I have never, ever, wanted to rim anybody in my own free will!

I dream about sucking, tasting his cock, gagging it in my mouth and feeling his warm cum shooting down my throat..

Will it ever happen? I can only wish..

Bi Curious Daddy

G just broke up with his girl friend when we first met. He said he was only curious and wanted to try it. I was attracted to him the moment I saw his picture. Full hair, green eyes, broad shoulder and goatee!

The first time he came over it was a little awkward as we both didn't know what to do or who should make the first move. "So show me what you've got.." he said. I pulled down my pants and my cock was already half hard. "Hmm.. Nice.." He smiled and put my cock in his mouth right away. He was pretty good considering (or I should say assuming) it was his first time sucking a cock. But the sight of a hairy daddy with goatee sucking my cock made me really excited. "I'm close.." I said. He stopped sucking my cock and started jerking it. I shot my load on his chest and he was moaning with me.

So G came to my place several times and that's pretty much all we always did. But each time he would do a little bit more.

"You wanna swallow my cum this time?" I said to him.
"I don't know, man." he thought for a little while.
"Try it. You might like it." I was getting to the point to shoot.

He was still sucking on my cock and didn't say more. So I took it as a "yes".

"Here it goes.." I pulled his head towards me with both of my hands, kind of forcing him to swallow my load. "Ahhh..." I shot my load directly down his throat. He almost choked and there were tears in his eyes.

"You alright!?"
"Yeah.." he looked up, opened his mouth to show me that he swallowed all my cum. And he gave me a big, warm smile.

Sexting

Got a text message from the guy who gave me an unexpected fuck last time this morning:

B: Morning Jay, when can i see you again?
J: Sorry B. Bad week. Hopefully next week.
B: See you then. Was just saying hi.
J: Have been thinking about our exchanged emails.. :-)
B: Of course. Cant wait to shoot my load inside you.
J: Save a huge load for me..
B: You know I will. Give me a days notice if possible.
J: OK I will try. You were the first to fuck me in a long time.. it felt great..
B: Been a while for me too. Cant wait to fuck you from behind
J: Fuck me any way you want.. I want your cum inside me this time..
B: I cant wait to cum inside you. I almost did last time icouldn't hold it. You were so hot laying on your back with your legs spread letting me fuck your tight hole
J: It felt great the way you fucked me. Fuck me long and hard till you unload inside me.. I want it
B: You are so hot it is hard to last. Your hole is so tight
J: Perhaps you should fuck me more often to loosenit up a bit..
B: I Wish i could
J: I haven't sucked anyone before.. Would you let me try?
B: I Wanted you to when I put my cock in your face.
J: I was just too concerned about diseases.. plus I was afraid to do it wrong
B: You won't do it wrong, no teeth. i luv to put my tongue in your hole.
J: You make me crazy when you do that..
B: I Luv it when you show me your hole
J: Fill it with your cum
B: Would be hot to see it leaking out of your holeJ: And then you put your cock back in and fuck me some more..
B: Hot
J: Don't want to run up your phone bill too high.. Have a good weekend and fuck me next week!
B: Please
J: Please fuck me :-)
B: I want to hear that next time
J: You spank me if I don't?
B: I will smack ur ass
J: I need your cock deep inside me soon
B: And my cum