M, My Fuck Buddy or Maybe More

 "I'm yours.." I said to him.

M was on top of me, his cock thrusting in and out slowly. He never forgets to kiss me whenever there's a chance. I like him for that. He's not just fucking me; he is making love with me.

Before he penetrated me, he sucked and licked my cock and balls. His goatee rubbed again my sensitive skin when he rimmed my ass. It always made me moan. Tonight he face-fucked me again and I managed to take his long hard cock down my throat. I lied on my back with my head on the edge of the bed. He stood right above my head with his stiff cock hanging a few inches from my mouth. I knew what he wanted and I opened my mouth and let his pre-cum dripping cock enter my warm mouth. I took it in as deep as I could. I could taste his salty pre-cum. He moved my hands to his nipples. I squeezed them hard as he forced his cock deeper in my throat. He leaned forward and started to suck my cock, which at the same time his cock gagged me and stayed in my throat. It was the deepest I have ever had a cock down my throat. Even though it gagged me and I couldn't breath, I loved the experience. I wish M will do that more often and longer..

M entered me from behind as I was on my all four. He fucked me slowly to start and gave me time to get used to his massive manhood. I loved how he tried to kiss me every chance he could get. He laid his hairy chest on my bare back and kissed my left cheek. I turned my face, our mouth met and we kissed.. With his hard cock in my ass, his kiss made me even more horny.

Tonight M tried a new technic with me by placing a pillow under my lower back. He was on his knees and I was on my back with my butt mounted to his crotch. His cock penetrated me even deeper in this position. My hands were exploring, touching his solid body. I caressed his hairy stomach and sometimes I held his ass and pulled his body closer to mine. I wanted his rock hard cock deep inside me for as long as possible.

"You are beautiful, J.." he looked into my eyes while his cock moving in and out of my tight ass.

"I'm yours.." I said to him. And I meant it. He can have me whenever he desires..

"Thank you.." he replied with a touch of proud smile on his face.

He removed my socks, held my feet in his hands. He looked at me briefly as if to get my permission. I didn't reject, he proceed to put my toe into his mouth. His cock stiffened more in my ass. I never understood how it could turn certain people on, but in that moment I actually felt the connection..

There's nowhere else I'd want him to cum. When his breath became short, his face started to harden, I knew I soon would have his cum. He let out a long breath when he dumped his load in me. I was content and grateful that I met him.

He once said to me, "never knew you could have this so close to home, did you?"

I answered with a smile, only wishing I'd had met him earlier.. Much much earlier..

Keep getting fucked or not?

Your opinion appreciated:

I’ve been seeing this hairy fuck buddy for 5, 6 times in the past three months. At first he would contact me on his own. But recently it’s always I that had to get in touch first and we would fuck at his place. We always had a great time. He loves fucking me and he breeds me every time. He is always very passionate, very oral, very dominant in bed.

Here is something that bothers me: when I email him or text him for reasons other than hooking up, he usually doesn’t respond. (I know he has a boyfriend.) I feel I’m always the one asking to meet..

Should I keep contacting him when I need to get bred or should I start looking for somebody else?

First dream in 2014

Woke up in the bedroom on the first day of 2014 with a hard on.

I was dreaming and still remember vividly. Couldn't really tell who this man was. All I know could see was his scruffy face. We meet coincidently at a place that appeared to be like CVS or Duane Reade. The moment we looked straight into each others' eyes, we kissed as if we haven't seen each other for years.  Didn't care the look and stare from surrounding people, we kissed, sucked on each other's lips and tongue, my hands held, touched, explored his upper body.

Suddenly he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down to the floor. I wasn't wearing underpants and my cock was already pointing and dripping pre-cum. He went down on me and I simply moaned. People were now gathering and watching us. But we didn't seem to pay any attention. He sucked and licked my cock and balls and it edged me to exploding point. I didn't want to cum so fast, so I pulled him up and kissed him some more before I took off this t-shirt.

Next thing I know we were totally naked, lying on the floor on the aisle with our bodies wrapped around each others.  I had this craving for the taste of his mushroom-headed cock. I moved slowly down, kissed and licked this face, his neck, his hairy chest, bite a little on his left nipple, down the happy trail and finally had his cock in my mouth. He seemed to understand what I wanted and got up to sit on my chest before he put this cock back in my mouth. I looked into his eyes most of the time while I was sucking and tasting his manhood. I cupped his firm ass with my hands, pushing his stiff cock further, deeper into my throat..

I kept staring into his eyes and watching him enjoying the moment. Finally he saw the twinkle in my eyes and realized my desire. He smiled, trap my hair telling me to continue. Not too long after, he let out a breath, his body harden a little, and I felt his hot load landed at the back of my tongue. I kept swallowing, sucking all that I could get from his fat, tasty cock..

I woke up with that image in my head, my cock was so hard that it was almost hurting..

So what does it all mean that I had such a dream on the very first day of 2014?

Raped (Be Careful What You Wish For)

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My Favorite Position

This has always been my favorite position. Daddy H loves to fuck me this way, long and slow..  Master Danny, on the other hand, loves to pound me hard no matter how loud I scream..

The Sub in Me

Just received an email to confirm tomorrow's meeting with a Master that potentially would use and torture me with his Dom buddy in a loft in midtown.

Last time I was tied up, gagged, and tortured was at least 6, 7 years ago.  I have posted several craigslist ads a few times after that but never did meet with any Master again.  Mainly because it's not easy for me to trust somebody enough to surrender myself. And another major reason is of course of my being in a long term relationship..  Recently I have been having this desire to be dominated, to feel helpless and used by a real Master.  So here I am again..

I believe this Master's name is Bill. From his email he seems to be very experienced.  He made it clear that he won't allow too much limits from my side. I, for the safety of my own and my partner's, told him my limits are no blood, no scat and no permanent marks.  When I asked if he plays safe, he responded, "safe anal but not for oral". It is the standard answer, but deep down, I wish to be fucked repeatedly, hard and raw..

In his email he said both he and his buddy are in early 50s, fit and attractive. I actually found some stuff about him online and even his Facebook profile. He is fairly good looking but he should be in his mid 60s if the information online is correct.  I don't really care if he is in his 50s or 60s.  It doesn't matter to me as long as he is an experienced Dom. There are just too many master-wanna-be everywhere and they don't really know what they are doing.

I also found out that he is married, lives in CT with his wife. Would that be appropriate to confront my possible Master about it?

One thing he requests is that my pubic area and ass have to be cleanly shaved. This will be a problem since I never do and my partner certainly will find it strange if I start doing so.  I told him if our meeting goes well, I'm willing to shave for our first session.

If it does happen, it will be the first time in a long time and the very first time that there will be two Masters working on me at the same time.  I imagine taking one Master's cock down my throat while the other fucking me with full force. And my hands will be tied up the whole time and won't have a chance to stop it. I will be just a piece of meat for their pleasure. They will use me however pleases them.

Why lie about his age? This bothers me a little bit. I guess I will decide if I want to proceed with this after tomorrow's meeting.  Wish me luck?

10 Minutes Affair

The next day after I wrote my previous post, I did give this divorced hairy daddy a surprise visit.  I only had a very short window of opportunity but I went to his hotel room anyway without even calling him.  I knocked the door and he opened the door after about 30 seconds.  Apparently he was sleeping naked and he only covered his private part with a towel when he let me in.

"Don't worry I'll cover myself with a towel. I didn't know you were coming." he smiled warmly.

"I'm sorry I didn't call you first..  and..  I only have about 10 minutes..." I said, not sure why I made this bold move and came here.

He sat down on the edge of the bed with his towel wrapped around his waist and padded on the space next to him.  I sat down right beside him with my arm almost touching his.

"So, am I okay?" asking for my approval.

I nervously smiled and said, "you're more than okay.."

Our eyes met, he leaned over and wanted to kiss me. I hesitated but still let him approach. He kissed me while he unbotton my shirt. Gentle kisses at first, he suddenly throwed away his towel, revealing his manhood, and continued kissing me. Now our breath became heavy and our kisses passionate.

Finally we were both naked. Hairy daddy pushed me to the bed and he sat on me right below my cock. Our cocks were both hard now. Compared with mine, he's got a huge stiff cock. He wanted to get down on me, but I told him not to.

"I've got a few more minutes..  Let's not start.."

He understood and lied on top of me, sealed my mouth with his. We kissed hard, exploring each other with our tongues, tasting each other. I touched his hairy body, squeezed his hairy butt.  He was everything that I wanted, and yet I couldn't have him..

His cock was robbing mine, and his hairy chest on my bare smooth chest. He held my head while he deep kissed me  And I sucked on his tongue as if it were his cock.

Realizing that I had ran out of time, I got up to put on my clothes.

"I'm sorry I have to go now.."

He sat up, his cock slowly soften while he watched me get dressed.

"Thanks for stopping by.  It was nice.  I hope to see you again." he got out of the bed and said to me.

"I want to see you again." he kissed me once again before he opened the door for me.

"I can't promise. But I will try. Bye.." That's all I said before I stepped out of the door.