The Sub in Me

Just received an email to confirm tomorrow's meeting with a Master that potentially would use and torture me with his Dom buddy in a loft in midtown.

Last time I was tied up, gagged, and tortured was at least 6, 7 years ago.  I have posted several craigslist ads a few times after that but never did meet with any Master again.  Mainly because it's not easy for me to trust somebody enough to surrender myself. And another major reason is of course of my being in a long term relationship..  Recently I have been having this desire to be dominated, to feel helpless and used by a real Master.  So here I am again..

I believe this Master's name is Bill. From his email he seems to be very experienced.  He made it clear that he won't allow too much limits from my side. I, for the safety of my own and my partner's, told him my limits are no blood, no scat and no permanent marks.  When I asked if he plays safe, he responded, "safe anal but not for oral". It is the standard answer, but deep down, I wish to be fucked repeatedly, hard and raw..

In his email he said both he and his buddy are in early 50s, fit and attractive. I actually found some stuff about him online and even his Facebook profile. He is fairly good looking but he should be in his mid 60s if the information online is correct.  I don't really care if he is in his 50s or 60s.  It doesn't matter to me as long as he is an experienced Dom. There are just too many master-wanna-be everywhere and they don't really know what they are doing.

I also found out that he is married, lives in CT with his wife. Would that be appropriate to confront my possible Master about it?

One thing he requests is that my pubic area and ass have to be cleanly shaved. This will be a problem since I never do and my partner certainly will find it strange if I start doing so.  I told him if our meeting goes well, I'm willing to shave for our first session.

If it does happen, it will be the first time in a long time and the very first time that there will be two Masters working on me at the same time.  I imagine taking one Master's cock down my throat while the other fucking me with full force. And my hands will be tied up the whole time and won't have a chance to stop it. I will be just a piece of meat for their pleasure. They will use me however pleases them.

Why lie about his age? This bothers me a little bit. I guess I will decide if I want to proceed with this after tomorrow's meeting.  Wish me luck?

10 Minutes Affair

The next day after I wrote my previous post, I did give this divorced hairy daddy a surprise visit.  I only had a very short window of opportunity but I went to his hotel room anyway without even calling him.  I knocked the door and he opened the door after about 30 seconds.  Apparently he was sleeping naked and he only covered his private part with a towel when he let me in.

"Don't worry I'll cover myself with a towel. I didn't know you were coming." he smiled warmly.

"I'm sorry I didn't call you first..  and..  I only have about 10 minutes..." I said, not sure why I made this bold move and came here.

He sat down on the edge of the bed with his towel wrapped around his waist and padded on the space next to him.  I sat down right beside him with my arm almost touching his.

"So, am I okay?" asking for my approval.

I nervously smiled and said, "you're more than okay.."

Our eyes met, he leaned over and wanted to kiss me. I hesitated but still let him approach. He kissed me while he unbotton my shirt. Gentle kisses at first, he suddenly throwed away his towel, revealing his manhood, and continued kissing me. Now our breath became heavy and our kisses passionate.

Finally we were both naked. Hairy daddy pushed me to the bed and he sat on me right below my cock. Our cocks were both hard now. Compared with mine, he's got a huge stiff cock. He wanted to get down on me, but I told him not to.

"I've got a few more minutes..  Let's not start.."

He understood and lied on top of me, sealed my mouth with his. We kissed hard, exploring each other with our tongues, tasting each other. I touched his hairy body, squeezed his hairy butt.  He was everything that I wanted, and yet I couldn't have him..

His cock was robbing mine, and his hairy chest on my bare smooth chest. He held my head while he deep kissed me  And I sucked on his tongue as if it were his cock.

Realizing that I had ran out of time, I got up to put on my clothes.

"I'm sorry I have to go now.."

He sat up, his cock slowly soften while he watched me get dressed.

"Thanks for stopping by.  It was nice.  I hope to see you again." he got out of the bed and said to me.

"I want to see you again." he kissed me once again before he opened the door for me.

"I can't promise. But I will try. Bye.." That's all I said before I stepped out of the door.

Divorced Visiting Daddy

Long story short, I got in contact with this hairy daddy who is currently here in my town for business. He is staying in a near by hotel and I have seen the face pic.  He kind of looks like George Clooney, very handsome..

It's very tempting and I haven't been fucked raw since a while. We exchanged many emails and he seems to be a trustworthy man.  He said he is divorced and as been in the closet for many reason.  Drug and disease free.  He has given me his room number and his schedule. What should I do? Should I head to his hotel and let him fuck me? If i want to get fucked, I want bareback. For me, that's the only real fuck. I don't want second best. I want his cock in me and dump his load inside me.

But then I worry about all the "what if"s..

What would you do? 

Italian Rim Master

When I was attending FIT, there were several days in a week that I would have one or two hours break between classes. One day when I was sitting in the library and suddenly felt horny.  So I posted an ad on craigslist looking for someone to give me a blow job and there's this self-claimed "Italian Rim Master" guy replied my ad.  I was young and actually didn't understand the word "rim".  He sent a fuzzy pic of himself and it looked okay to me. Within an hour I was at his office.

It's the building that had a Starbucks on the ground floor near the Union Square. He opened the door and he was bigger than I thought.  He looked friendly enough and I went in.  It was a very small office and he appeared to be there all by himself with lots of fabric samples around. Without saying a word, he lead me to the inner room which had no window. He switched on the lamp above, closed the door, and started to unbutton my jeans.  He kneeled down before me, stuck his tongue out to receive my cock and slowly put my cock into his warm mouth. It was really nice and I decided to let him enjoy it.  After 5 minutes of blow job, he grabbed a triangle pillow on the side and told me to lie on it.

"Let me see your hole..." he said softly.

"I'm not gonna fuck you. Don't worry.." he added when he saw my hesitation.

I took off my jeans and shoes, and did what he said.

He was on his all four, put his face so close to my ass cheeks that I was embarrassed.  I heard him took a deep breath and let out a "hmmm" in enjoyment. Next thing I know was that he licked my hole! Geee..  I never knew that it would feel so good.. My cock got harder in response and I felt my pre-cum dripping. This Italian man certainly took his time eating my ass. He tongue-fucked me, kept licking deeper into my hole.  Once in a while he would take a break and light bit on my ass cheeks.  He would insert his wetted finger into my hole a few times as if to make way for his tongue. His beard rubbing my skin really turned me on.

I was holding onto the pillow tight, letting him literally eat my ass out. He seemed to be in a trance himself, sweating and exploring the deep hole of mine..

When he finally got tied being on his knees, he said, "Get up and sit on that chair."

I sat on the chair he pointed. My cock was stiff and wet.  I thought he would finally take care of my cock, but no. Instead, he lifted my legs in the air and buried his face into my ass again.  I had time so I just let him have his way. I had never experienced anything like that before and I loved it..

He started to stroke my cock while he was licking my ass and I tried to stop him.

"I'll cum real quite.." I warned him.

"Isn't that why you are here?" he said with a smirk and continue stroking my stiff cock.

"I'm really close..." I said to him as I couldn't hold it any longer..

He let my legs down and moved his mouth, licked with his tongue all the way from my hole, my balls, the root of my cock and along the way up to the tip of my cock.. His left hand index finger was finding its' way into my wet hole while his mouth swallowed my hard cock.  Before he could firmly closed his mouth around my cock, I shot my cum straight up.  He felt it and sealed his mouth quickly as if didn't want to waste a drop of my hot juice..

When I cock got soft, he stopped sucking me. He opened his mouth and showed the cum he collected there to me. Then he swallowed it right before my eyes.

He got up, found a towel somewhere and cleaned his own face. He went into the other room and let me get dressed.

He was already sitting at his desk working when I came out. He looked up, smiled, and said, "I like how your ass tastes. Come again soon.."

A Quick Load At The Stop &Shop

Guess who I bumped into yesterday? That's right, my hairy daddy neighbor. 

I was just going into the supermarket and he was leaving.  And he, was with his wife. Funny thing was that it was his wife said hi to me first with a big smile.  "Hey.. Have a good day!" I said and quickly went pass them. When I glanced at him, he had sort of an embarrassed smile on his face.

While I was walking through each aisles, I replayed all the things hairy daddy and I did in my head. Out of nowhere, this hairy daddy was standing right behind me.

"What are you doing here? Where is she?"

"She is in the car waiting for me.. Come to the men's room.." he said, looking nervous.

"What?"

Without answering me, he started walking towards to the men's room.  I stood there for a few seconds, considering and wondering, then I went to the men's room and spotted the stall he was in.

He opened the door and gestured me to go in.

"We don't have much time. I want your cum. Now." he said and pulled my pants down.

"But.."

"I want to taste your cum. I didn't get it last time. Remember?"

All I could think was this cannot be happening.  I've always thought that this could only happen in porn movie.  Hairy daddy wasted no time and put my cock in his mouth.  His warm mouth and unshaven face excited me.  My cock grew harder with each move he made.  He grabbed my cock and balls real hard as if wanting to squeeze my cum out. I could feel that I was sending precum into his warm, wet mouth.

"Give it to me, boy. I want it."

Wishing I could enjoy this much longer, I was also aware of that his wife was waiting.  He held my ass, pulled my cock in and out of his mouth fast.  We both tried very hard not to make much sound..

"I'm close..."

He looked at me and took my cock in as deep as he could, which made my cock stiff and throbbing.  I held his head with both of my hands and he knew I was almost there..

"Arrr..." I pressed his head tight to my crotch, gagging him with my stiff cock and the hot load shot right into his throat. He had to fight not to cough and still eagerly swallowing..

Looking dazed and not yet caught his breath, he suddenly stood up, gave me a kiss on my mouth and said, "I'll see you around.."

Then he was gone. Left me alone pants down in the men's room stall.

Then I realized I tasted my own cum in my mouth.  His clean face was the prove that he swallowed each drop of my cum.

Hairy Daddy Neighbor Paid Me a Visit

A few days later after I gave my hairy daddy neighbor the blowjob, he showed up at my front door. Surprised to see him, I nervously looked around to see if anybody was looking.

"Can I come in?" he said.

"Oh, I'm sorry..  Sure.." I stepped back, welcomed him in and I showed him the living room.

We sat on the couch with him on the far right and I on the far left. The tension was exciting and at the same time I was worried what's happening.

"I saw your partner just went out." he said.

"Yes, he has a meeting in the city..  So, what's up?"

Hairy daddy looked at me for a while, wanted to say something but didn't. Then he leaned towards me, both of his hands went under my tank top, touching my abs and chest. I put my hands on his hairy arms but didn't push him away.

"I'm here to take care of you.." then he pulled down my pants.

"But I haven't sho.... " Before I could even finish my sentence, he already put my cock in his mouth.  It felt so good, I held on to the couch. His unshaved face rubbed my balls and thighs while he continued sucking me, the sensation was incredible. Hairy daddy could see that I was enjoying it, he smiled at me and put his fingers into my mouth. I held his hand and sucked on his fingers lustfully.

After a while, hairy daddy kept my cock in his mouth, pulled away his wet fingers and forced one into my ass. I moaned and opened my eyes wide, wondered what he had in mind. He was still dressed. I used my foot touching his crotch and, no surprise, he was rock hard.

"Take off your clothes.." I whispered.

Hairy daddy looked up at me, seemed not sure if he should.

"Let me just take care of you today.." he said.

"I want to see your hairy body.." I started to undress him.  He was reluctant to remove his clothes, but lust still won after all.

He stood naked in front of me, stroking his stiff cock slowly while his eyes looked directly into mine.

"Do you want me to fuck you?"

I didn't answer.

"Do you have condom? lube?"

I shaked my head, still looking at him. He probably could see in my eyes that I wanted him real bad.

"Guess we'll have to do it the old fashion way..." He then went down on me again, lifted my both legs and inserted his tongue into my asshole. He rimmed me for a while.  He wetted his finger with his own pre-cum and put it into my hole, as if to test if I was ready for the real thing.

After he rimmed me some more, he held his hard cock in his hand in front of my hole. "You're gonna feel it.." he said. Then he forced his cock head into my ass.

"Aww...." I couldn't help but it really hurt. I held on to his hips, asking him to pause.

"Shh... Just let it stay in there for a while.." hairy daddy said to me. His hands moved to my chest and played with my nipples.  I could feel his cock growing harder as it stretched my hole open. His cock was even bigger than I remembered.

Slowly he started to pinch my nipples. The pain excited me and my cock was leaking precum.  While I was feeling the pain on my nipples, hairy daddy, at the same time, little by little, pushed his cock inside of me. I had tears in my eyes when his cock finally went all the way in.

"That's it.. You did it, boy.." Then he started pounding me. First gently, then he went faster and more forceful. I wasn't sure if what I felt was pain or excitment, but I didn't want him to stop. The more I moaned, the faster he pounded my ass. The couch got pushed back a few inches from his actions.

"Can I come inside you, boy?" hairy daddy asked. His sweat dripping on my body.

"I want you to come inside me!" I begged.

Hairy daddy gave me a bright smile and pounded me even harder. A few minutes later, he closed his eyes, groaned through this teeth, his lips were shivering..  "ahh... yeah... " he yelled out and shot his hot cum in me.

With his cock still inside me, he collapsed on top of me.  His sweaty body covered mine, his armed wrapped around my head. I inhaled his manly body odor.  And I could feel that his cock was still throbbing in me.

When he caught his breath and got up from me, we felt something sticky on my abs. We realized that I was so excited that I had cum right before he lied top of me after he shot his load.  I didn't even need to stroke my cock or touch it..  I was that high!

"That's quite a load there.." Hairy daddy said to me with a smirk. He proceeded to lick and ate my cum off my abs.  Then, for the first time, he kissed me, with his mouth full of my own cum.

"Can we do this again?" Hairy daddy said to me after he put on his clothes and was ready to head to the door.

"You know where I live." I gave him a light kiss on his mouth.

Next Door Hairy Daddy

Early this morning on my way for my jog, I walked up the avenue and noticed a neighbor standing in front of the opened car door, with one foot and his head in the car, looking for something. He was wearing a thin robe and clearly wan't wearing underpants. He has hairy legs and nice shape butt. I couldn't help myself but trying to take a few more looks without being noticed.

"Morning." he said with a smile when he noticed me walking by. A briefcase full of documents in his left hand.

I smiled and said "morning" back. He walked towards to his front door and I kept on walking.

When I looked back at his house's direction after a few steps, I realized that he was still standing in front of his door looking at me. Somehow embarassed, I waved at him as if to say Good-bye, and quickly continue to walk away. I thought I caught him smiled when I waved at him.

We have been neighbors ever since when I moved here. But we are the type of neighbors that we don't know each other's name or what they do. We only greet each other with a few words when we meet on the street.

He is about 50 something and I've always liked his look specially when he has his five-o'clock shadow. He could have a full beard if he wants to. He lives there with his wife and kids. And because of that, I never really had any other thoughts about him. But his smile this morning seemed to suggest something..

"Stop fantasizing!" I told myself and started jogging.

Half an hour later, I walked pass by his door again on my way home. He opened his door and said hi to me. He must had been waiting for me to come back from my jog.

"I know you live down the street but we never really chatted." he walked towards me and said, extending his right hand.

Didn't know what to say, I shook his hand, sweating, not sure if it was from the jog or the nerve. He was still in his robe and I was in my jogging shorts. Looking at his unshaved face, I felt my cock started to grow and I tried everything I could to suppress that.

"You wanna come in for some water? You look like you need some!" he seemed to notice my slowly bulging shorts. Then he put his right hand on my shoulder, guiding me to the inside of his house.

His robe came loose the moment he shut the door behind me, his semi-hard cock was peaking through the robe, dripping pre-cum.  Without a second though, I knelt down in front of him and put his cock in my mouth. When I mouth closed arround his cock, he let out a moan.

"This is even better than what I had imagine.." he let the robe drop on the floor, his head leaned back a little, clearly enjoying my sucking his cock. And I looked at his hairy abs, my hands were grabbing and touching his butt and chest constantly. His lightly tanned body is covered with nice furry hair except his back. All I could think of was to caress all over him.

His cock became real hard and it was gagging me. I wanted to please him so I kept swallowing it.

"Let me suck you, too." he said, touching my wet hair with his hands.

Awared that I wouldn't smell nice after the jog, I shook my head slightly and told him, "Let's just take care of you today.."

He seemed to understand me and gave me a smile. He closed his eyes and enjoyed my exploring tongue all over his cock. I sucked on the head of his cock, wanting to drain his flowing pre-cum. My right hand caressed his hairy butt. When my fingers got cloes to his hole, his cock stiffen even more.

"You're gonna make me cum like that?" he said between groans.

I licked his balls and the spot between his balls and hole a few times, with my finger gently forcing into his hole.

He moaned and groaned and I had the feeling he was close to shoot. I immediately put his cock back in my mouth, swallowed it as deep as I could. My finger went in a little further inside his warm hole. Each time I did that, he would tighten his buttlock as a reflex and moaned louder. I held his hairy butt with my two hands and pulled closer to my face, bringing his cock into my throat the deepest I could take. He was all sweaty too by now and I loved the smell of his manly sweat.

"Ugh... I'm gonna cum.."

I haven't had a chance to decide if I want him to cum in my mouth, his hot sperm shot deep down my throat. It tasted sweet, so I simply kept on sucking untill I had every drop of this hairy daddy's cum in me. He was shaking from excitment; sweat dripped down along his hairy body.

I left his cock in my mouth while his tried to catch his breath. I wanted to taste him as long as I could. I wanted to remember his sweet load, his body odor.

"What about you?" finally he was able to talk, with a somewhat silly smile.

"Don't worry. I've got my protein." I replied and smirked.

Just the moment I closed his door behind me, I realized that I still don't know his name. But I'm sure I will see him aound.