It's been two weeks since reconnected with V and yet I haven't seen him once. He said he was busy with family illness and mother in law. And now the holiday season is near, I wonder if we would ever meet this year, or ever again.
Slowly, my patience for V is running low. After the chat with W, I realized that it IS totally lust what I feel about V. Besides being busy, V is probably scared to go further with me. I was the one who told him that it is better not to start anything. "Because once you start, it would be difficult to stop."
But now I seem to be the one who is infatuated with him. The kiss we shared was intense and I know that he felt it too. Since we kissed, I have been fantasizing about him almost every time when I have sex with my partner. In my fantasy, I kiss and lick every inch of his body, light bite his nipples and inhale his masculine body odor through his chest hair. I even fantasize spreading his hairy ass cheeks and rim his hole.. This is totally new to me; I have never, ever, wanted to rim anybody in my own free will!
I dream about sucking, tasting his cock, gagging it in my mouth and feeling his warm cum shooting down my throat..
Will it ever happen? I can only wish..
This is a place where I intend to record my honest thoughts and feelings. These are all true stories which took place at some point in my life. Perhaps some parts or certain details were filtered by my imagination, and I'm describing these events from my own view point and as how I perceive what has occurred.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Bi Curious Daddy
G just broke up with his girl friend when we first met. He said he was only curious and wanted to try it. I was attracted to him the moment I saw his picture. Full hair, green eyes, broad shoulder and goatee!
The first time he came over it was a little awkward as we both didn't know what to do or who should make the first move. "So show me what you've got.." he said. I pulled down my pants and my cock was already half hard. "Hmm.. Nice.." He smiled and put my cock in his mouth right away. He was pretty good considering (or I should say assuming) it was his first time sucking a cock. But the sight of a hairy daddy with goatee sucking my cock made me really excited. "I'm close.." I said. He stopped sucking my cock and started jerking it. I shot my load on his chest and he was moaning with me.
So G came to my place several times and that's pretty much all we always did. But each time he would do a little bit more.
"You wanna swallow my cum this time?" I said to him.
"I don't know, man." he thought for a little while.
"Try it. You might like it." I was getting to the point to shoot.
He was still sucking on my cock and didn't say more. So I took it as a "yes".
"Here it goes.." I pulled his head towards me with both of my hands, kind of forcing him to swallow my load. "Ahhh..." I shot my load directly down his throat. He almost choked and there were tears in his eyes.
"You alright!?"
"Yeah.." he looked up, opened his mouth to show me that he swallowed all my cum. And he gave me a big, warm smile.
The first time he came over it was a little awkward as we both didn't know what to do or who should make the first move. "So show me what you've got.." he said. I pulled down my pants and my cock was already half hard. "Hmm.. Nice.." He smiled and put my cock in his mouth right away. He was pretty good considering (or I should say assuming) it was his first time sucking a cock. But the sight of a hairy daddy with goatee sucking my cock made me really excited. "I'm close.." I said. He stopped sucking my cock and started jerking it. I shot my load on his chest and he was moaning with me.
So G came to my place several times and that's pretty much all we always did. But each time he would do a little bit more.
"You wanna swallow my cum this time?" I said to him.
"I don't know, man." he thought for a little while.
"Try it. You might like it." I was getting to the point to shoot.
He was still sucking on my cock and didn't say more. So I took it as a "yes".
"Here it goes.." I pulled his head towards me with both of my hands, kind of forcing him to swallow my load. "Ahhh..." I shot my load directly down his throat. He almost choked and there were tears in his eyes.
"You alright!?"
"Yeah.." he looked up, opened his mouth to show me that he swallowed all my cum. And he gave me a big, warm smile.
Friday, November 5, 2010
Sexting
Got a text message from the guy who gave me an unexpected fuck last time this morning:
B: Morning Jay, when can i see you again?
J: Sorry B. Bad week. Hopefully next week.
B: See you then. Was just saying hi.
J: Have been thinking about our exchanged emails.. :-)
B: Of course. Cant wait to shoot my load inside you.
J: Save a huge load for me..
B: You know I will. Give me a days notice if possible.
J: OK I will try. You were the first to fuck me in a long time.. it felt great..
B: Been a while for me too. Cant wait to fuck you from behind
J: Fuck me any way you want.. I want your cum inside me this time..
B: I cant wait to cum inside you. I almost did last time icouldn't hold it. You were so hot laying on your back with your legs spread letting me fuck your tight hole
J: It felt great the way you fucked me. Fuck me long and hard till you unload inside me.. I want it
B: You are so hot it is hard to last. Your hole is so tight
J: Perhaps you should fuck me more often to loosenit up a bit..
B: I Wish i could
J: I haven't sucked anyone before.. Would you let me try?
B: I Wanted you to when I put my cock in your face.
J: I was just too concerned about diseases.. plus I was afraid to do it wrong
B: You won't do it wrong, no teeth. i luv to put my tongue in your hole.
J: You make me crazy when you do that..
B: I Luv it when you show me your hole
J: Fill it with your cum
B: Would be hot to see it leaking out of your holeJ: And then you put your cock back in and fuck me some more..
B: Hot
J: Don't want to run up your phone bill too high.. Have a good weekend and fuck me next week!
B: Please
J: Please fuck me :-)
B: I want to hear that next time
J: You spank me if I don't?
B: I will smack ur ass
J: I need your cock deep inside me soon
B: And my cum
B: Morning Jay, when can i see you again?
J: Sorry B. Bad week. Hopefully next week.
B: See you then. Was just saying hi.
J: Have been thinking about our exchanged emails.. :-)
B: Of course. Cant wait to shoot my load inside you.
J: Save a huge load for me..
B: You know I will. Give me a days notice if possible.
J: OK I will try. You were the first to fuck me in a long time.. it felt great..
B: Been a while for me too. Cant wait to fuck you from behind
J: Fuck me any way you want.. I want your cum inside me this time..
B: I cant wait to cum inside you. I almost did last time icouldn't hold it. You were so hot laying on your back with your legs spread letting me fuck your tight hole
J: It felt great the way you fucked me. Fuck me long and hard till you unload inside me.. I want it
B: You are so hot it is hard to last. Your hole is so tight
J: Perhaps you should fuck me more often to loosenit up a bit..
B: I Wish i could
J: I haven't sucked anyone before.. Would you let me try?
B: I Wanted you to when I put my cock in your face.
J: I was just too concerned about diseases.. plus I was afraid to do it wrong
B: You won't do it wrong, no teeth. i luv to put my tongue in your hole.
J: You make me crazy when you do that..
B: I Luv it when you show me your hole
J: Fill it with your cum
B: Would be hot to see it leaking out of your holeJ: And then you put your cock back in and fuck me some more..
B: Hot
J: Don't want to run up your phone bill too high.. Have a good weekend and fuck me next week!
B: Please
J: Please fuck me :-)
B: I want to hear that next time
J: You spank me if I don't?
B: I will smack ur ass
J: I need your cock deep inside me soon
B: And my cum
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