Slowly Phasing Out While Continue Bottoming

As a Fleetwood Mac's song goes: Players only love you when they are playing.

E has not responded my text from yesterday. I wonder if I would ever hear from him again. E has the beard and hairy body that I find extremely sexy. My cock gets hard just by touching his hairy chest. In the multiple times we slept together, he always sucked my cock to edge me to the limit before he jerked me off.

"I want to..." That's what he said to me when I asked him why he wants to suck me.

I  find that strange because he does not let me suck him. He said it's messy and yucky.  "Yucky?" I wondered in my mind but didn't think further. I did consider the possibility that he might be carry diseases or even HIV+. But since all we did was kissing, dry fucking and jerking each other off, I didn't think anything bad could happen.  I do (did?) enjoy kissing him. He even said that he had never kissed anybody like we did.  I found that hard to believe and yet I was foolish enough to take his word.

From the very beginning I've always had this feeling that he's a player. He never fucked me. Although one time when he tried to finger me and realized that I was really tight, he said, "I'm gonna hurt you.." hinting that his cock is quite big. Well, he never got to fuck me and I somehow knew that was never gonna happen anyway.

He texted me sexy, luring messages alone with shirtless selfie and pics of himself in underpants. For a while he even seemed smitten with me. And all of a sudden he vanished and appeared to loose interest totally.

I'm certainly not going to "beg" him to answer me. I think I'd just let it go. If one day he resurfaced, I'd take a deep breath and decide what I should do. He might still be able to charm me back to his hairy arms, I would know better that he is just a player.

Besides, I still have my fuck buddy M, who to my surprise sent me a picture of his impressive manhood last week. Unfortunately I was on my way to the city and couldn't meet him on his day off. It's been more than a month since I last saw him. I need his hard stiff cock deep inside me. I want to kiss him, taste him, ride him like there's no tomorrow.  M knows his tool and knows how to use it well. He kisses me, teases me, rims me and is patient to open up my tight hole with his wet hungry tongue. He knows it when I'm ready. He will then force his big cock, knowing that I'd enjoy the pain, slowly down my hole. He will change positions, penetrate me deeper and deeper, with gentle touches caressing my sweaty body. He will increase his speed, his stiff cock thrusts in and out of me, and collapses on top of me when he dump his hot juice inside me. Sometimes after he recovers a bit, he'd tell me to jerk myself off on top of his with his cock still rock hard in my ass. "Good boy, JJ. Good boy.." he'd say.

I know that one day M will also be unavailable. He might be involved in a steady relationship. He might move away or I might move away, etc. All good things come to and an. But meanwhile, I'll let him fuck me. I want him to fuck me. I want as many hot loads of his as I can get. Did I ever mention that he is a hairy Italian? Come to think of it, why would I need E if I still have M? For varieties I suppose..

Oh, and there's a hairy daddy who wants to give me a massage this coming Friday. Let's see how that goes..

But seriously, I'm at the point that I believe it's time to slow down and stop it all one day. I have a partner who loves me, who adores me and never intentionally hurts me. I should be grateful to have him in my life and be loyal to him. There's just too many players out there who will only think of you when they want to play. I've always tried to maintain certain regular, decent, friendship-like relationships with the men I meet. Somehow it's usually not what they are looking for. Over the years my skin has thicken. But finding out that these men basically don't want to have anything to do with me other than having sex still makes me feeling hurt.  And yet I keep giving myself these self inflicted wounds.

I know that day will come eventually. Hopefully before my double life got exposed. Hopefully before my partner found out that I've been cheating on him for so long. Hopefully before I contracted any disease. Hopefully before it's all too late and there's no return.

M, My Fuck Buddy or Maybe More

 "I'm yours.." I said to him.

M was on top of me, his cock thrusting in and out slowly. He never forgets to kiss me whenever there's a chance. I like him for that. He's not just fucking me; he is making love with me.

Before he penetrated me, he sucked and licked my cock and balls. His goatee rubbed again my sensitive skin when he rimmed my ass. It always made me moan. Tonight he face-fucked me again and I managed to take his long hard cock down my throat. I lied on my back with my head on the edge of the bed. He stood right above my head with his stiff cock hanging a few inches from my mouth. I knew what he wanted and I opened my mouth and let his pre-cum dripping cock enter my warm mouth. I took it in as deep as I could. I could taste his salty pre-cum. He moved my hands to his nipples. I squeezed them hard as he forced his cock deeper in my throat. He leaned forward and started to suck my cock, which at the same time his cock gagged me and stayed in my throat. It was the deepest I have ever had a cock down my throat. Even though it gagged me and I couldn't breath, I loved the experience. I wish M will do that more often and longer..

M entered me from behind as I was on my all four. He fucked me slowly to start and gave me time to get used to his massive manhood. I loved how he tried to kiss me every chance he could get. He laid his hairy chest on my bare back and kissed my left cheek. I turned my face, our mouth met and we kissed.. With his hard cock in my ass, his kiss made me even more horny.

Tonight M tried a new technic with me by placing a pillow under my lower back. He was on his knees and I was on my back with my butt mounted to his crotch. His cock penetrated me even deeper in this position. My hands were exploring, touching his solid body. I caressed his hairy stomach and sometimes I held his ass and pulled his body closer to mine. I wanted his rock hard cock deep inside me for as long as possible.

"You are beautiful, J.." he looked into my eyes while his cock moving in and out of my tight ass.

"I'm yours.." I said to him. And I meant it. He can have me whenever he desires..

"Thank you.." he replied with a touch of proud smile on his face.

He removed my socks, held my feet in his hands. He looked at me briefly as if to get my permission. I didn't reject, he proceed to put my toe into his mouth. His cock stiffened more in my ass. I never understood how it could turn certain people on, but in that moment I actually felt the connection..

There's nowhere else I'd want him to cum. When his breath became short, his face started to harden, I knew I soon would have his cum. He let out a long breath when he dumped his load in me. I was content and grateful that I met him.

He once said to me, "never knew you could have this so close to home, did you?"

I answered with a smile, only wishing I'd had met him earlier.. Much much earlier..

Keep getting fucked or not?

Your opinion appreciated:

I’ve been seeing this hairy fuck buddy for 5, 6 times in the past three months. At first he would contact me on his own. But recently it’s always I that had to get in touch first and we would fuck at his place. We always had a great time. He loves fucking me and he breeds me every time. He is always very passionate, very oral, very dominant in bed.

Here is something that bothers me: when I email him or text him for reasons other than hooking up, he usually doesn’t respond. (I know he has a boyfriend.) I feel I’m always the one asking to meet..

Should I keep contacting him when I need to get bred or should I start looking for somebody else?

First dream in 2014

Woke up in the bedroom on the first day of 2014 with a hard on.

I was dreaming and still remember vividly. Couldn't really tell who this man was. All I know could see was his scruffy face. We meet coincidently at a place that appeared to be like CVS or Duane Reade. The moment we looked straight into each others' eyes, we kissed as if we haven't seen each other for years.  Didn't care the look and stare from surrounding people, we kissed, sucked on each other's lips and tongue, my hands held, touched, explored his upper body.

Suddenly he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down to the floor. I wasn't wearing underpants and my cock was already pointing and dripping pre-cum. He went down on me and I simply moaned. People were now gathering and watching us. But we didn't seem to pay any attention. He sucked and licked my cock and balls and it edged me to exploding point. I didn't want to cum so fast, so I pulled him up and kissed him some more before I took off this t-shirt.

Next thing I know we were totally naked, lying on the floor on the aisle with our bodies wrapped around each others.  I had this craving for the taste of his mushroom-headed cock. I moved slowly down, kissed and licked this face, his neck, his hairy chest, bite a little on his left nipple, down the happy trail and finally had his cock in my mouth. He seemed to understand what I wanted and got up to sit on my chest before he put this cock back in my mouth. I looked into his eyes most of the time while I was sucking and tasting his manhood. I cupped his firm ass with my hands, pushing his stiff cock further, deeper into my throat..

I kept staring into his eyes and watching him enjoying the moment. Finally he saw the twinkle in my eyes and realized my desire. He smiled, trap my hair telling me to continue. Not too long after, he let out a breath, his body harden a little, and I felt his hot load landed at the back of my tongue. I kept swallowing, sucking all that I could get from his fat, tasty cock..

I woke up with that image in my head, my cock was so hard that it was almost hurting..

So what does it all mean that I had such a dream on the very first day of 2014?

Raped (Be Careful What You Wish For)

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The Sub in Me

Just received an email to confirm tomorrow's meeting with a Master that potentially would use and torture me with his Dom buddy in a loft in midtown.

Last time I was tied up, gagged, and tortured was at least 6, 7 years ago.  I have posted several craigslist ads a few times after that but never did meet with any Master again.  Mainly because it's not easy for me to trust somebody enough to surrender myself. And another major reason is of course of my being in a long term relationship..  Recently I have been having this desire to be dominated, to feel helpless and used by a real Master.  So here I am again..

I believe this Master's name is Bill. From his email he seems to be very experienced.  He made it clear that he won't allow too much limits from my side. I, for the safety of my own and my partner's, told him my limits are no blood, no scat and no permanent marks.  When I asked if he plays safe, he responded, "safe anal but not for oral". It is the standard answer, but deep down, I wish to be fucked repeatedly, hard and raw..

In his email he said both he and his buddy are in early 50s, fit and attractive. I actually found some stuff about him online and even his Facebook profile. He is fairly good looking but he should be in his mid 60s if the information online is correct.  I don't really care if he is in his 50s or 60s.  It doesn't matter to me as long as he is an experienced Dom. There are just too many master-wanna-be everywhere and they don't really know what they are doing.

I also found out that he is married, lives in CT with his wife. Would that be appropriate to confront my possible Master about it?

One thing he requests is that my pubic area and ass have to be cleanly shaved. This will be a problem since I never do and my partner certainly will find it strange if I start doing so.  I told him if our meeting goes well, I'm willing to shave for our first session.

If it does happen, it will be the first time in a long time and the very first time that there will be two Masters working on me at the same time.  I imagine taking one Master's cock down my throat while the other fucking me with full force. And my hands will be tied up the whole time and won't have a chance to stop it. I will be just a piece of meat for their pleasure. They will use me however pleases them.

Why lie about his age? This bothers me a little bit. I guess I will decide if I want to proceed with this after tomorrow's meeting.  Wish me luck?

10 Minutes Affair

The next day after I wrote my previous post, I did give this divorced hairy daddy a surprise visit.  I only had a very short window of opportunity but I went to his hotel room anyway without even calling him.  I knocked the door and he opened the door after about 30 seconds.  Apparently he was sleeping naked and he only covered his private part with a towel when he let me in.

"Don't worry I'll cover myself with a towel. I didn't know you were coming." he smiled warmly.

"I'm sorry I didn't call you first..  and..  I only have about 10 minutes..." I said, not sure why I made this bold move and came here.

He sat down on the edge of the bed with his towel wrapped around his waist and padded on the space next to him.  I sat down right beside him with my arm almost touching his.

"So, am I okay?" asking for my approval.

I nervously smiled and said, "you're more than okay.."

Our eyes met, he leaned over and wanted to kiss me. I hesitated but still let him approach. He kissed me while he unbotton my shirt. Gentle kisses at first, he suddenly throwed away his towel, revealing his manhood, and continued kissing me. Now our breath became heavy and our kisses passionate.

Finally we were both naked. Hairy daddy pushed me to the bed and he sat on me right below my cock. Our cocks were both hard now. Compared with mine, he's got a huge stiff cock. He wanted to get down on me, but I told him not to.

"I've got a few more minutes..  Let's not start.."

He understood and lied on top of me, sealed my mouth with his. We kissed hard, exploring each other with our tongues, tasting each other. I touched his hairy body, squeezed his hairy butt.  He was everything that I wanted, and yet I couldn't have him..

His cock was robbing mine, and his hairy chest on my bare smooth chest. He held my head while he deep kissed me  And I sucked on his tongue as if it were his cock.

Realizing that I had ran out of time, I got up to put on my clothes.

"I'm sorry I have to go now.."

He sat up, his cock slowly soften while he watched me get dressed.

"Thanks for stopping by.  It was nice.  I hope to see you again." he got out of the bed and said to me.

"I want to see you again." he kissed me once again before he opened the door for me.

"I can't promise. But I will try. Bye.." That's all I said before I stepped out of the door.

Divorced Visiting Daddy

Long story short, I got in contact with this hairy daddy who is currently here in my town for business. He is staying in a near by hotel and I have seen the face pic.  He kind of looks like George Clooney, very handsome..

It's very tempting and I haven't been fucked raw since a while. We exchanged many emails and he seems to be a trustworthy man.  He said he is divorced and as been in the closet for many reason.  Drug and disease free.  He has given me his room number and his schedule. What should I do? Should I head to his hotel and let him fuck me? If i want to get fucked, I want bareback. For me, that's the only real fuck. I don't want second best. I want his cock in me and dump his load inside me.

But then I worry about all the "what if"s..

What would you do? 

A Quick Load At The Stop &Shop

Guess who I bumped into yesterday? That's right, my hairy daddy neighbor. 

I was just going into the supermarket and he was leaving.  And he, was with his wife. Funny thing was that it was his wife said hi to me first with a big smile.  "Hey.. Have a good day!" I said and quickly went pass them. When I glanced at him, he had sort of an embarrassed smile on his face.

While I was walking through each aisles, I replayed all the things hairy daddy and I did in my head. Out of nowhere, this hairy daddy was standing right behind me.

"What are you doing here? Where is she?"

"She is in the car waiting for me.. Come to the men's room.." he said, looking nervous.

"What?"

Without answering me, he started walking towards to the men's room.  I stood there for a few seconds, considering and wondering, then I went to the men's room and spotted the stall he was in.

He opened the door and gestured me to go in.

"We don't have much time. I want your cum. Now." he said and pulled my pants down.

"But.."

"I want to taste your cum. I didn't get it last time. Remember?"

All I could think was this cannot be happening.  I've always thought that this could only happen in porn movie.  Hairy daddy wasted no time and put my cock in his mouth.  His warm mouth and unshaven face excited me.  My cock grew harder with each move he made.  He grabbed my cock and balls real hard as if wanting to squeeze my cum out. I could feel that I was sending precum into his warm, wet mouth.

"Give it to me, boy. I want it."

Wishing I could enjoy this much longer, I was also aware of that his wife was waiting.  He held my ass, pulled my cock in and out of his mouth fast.  We both tried very hard not to make much sound..

"I'm close..."

He looked at me and took my cock in as deep as he could, which made my cock stiff and throbbing.  I held his head with both of my hands and he knew I was almost there..

"Arrr..." I pressed his head tight to my crotch, gagging him with my stiff cock and the hot load shot right into his throat. He had to fight not to cough and still eagerly swallowing..

Looking dazed and not yet caught his breath, he suddenly stood up, gave me a kiss on my mouth and said, "I'll see you around.."

Then he was gone. Left me alone pants down in the men's room stall.

Then I realized I tasted my own cum in my mouth.  His clean face was the prove that he swallowed each drop of my cum.

Hairy Daddy Neighbor Paid Me a Visit

A few days later after I gave my hairy daddy neighbor the blowjob, he showed up at my front door. Surprised to see him, I nervously looked around to see if anybody was looking.

"Can I come in?" he said.

"Oh, I'm sorry..  Sure.." I stepped back, welcomed him in and I showed him the living room.

We sat on the couch with him on the far right and I on the far left. The tension was exciting and at the same time I was worried what's happening.

"I saw your partner just went out." he said.

"Yes, he has a meeting in the city..  So, what's up?"

Hairy daddy looked at me for a while, wanted to say something but didn't. Then he leaned towards me, both of his hands went under my tank top, touching my abs and chest. I put my hands on his hairy arms but didn't push him away.

"I'm here to take care of you.." then he pulled down my pants.

"But I haven't sho.... " Before I could even finish my sentence, he already put my cock in his mouth.  It felt so good, I held on to the couch. His unshaved face rubbed my balls and thighs while he continued sucking me, the sensation was incredible. Hairy daddy could see that I was enjoying it, he smiled at me and put his fingers into my mouth. I held his hand and sucked on his fingers lustfully.

After a while, hairy daddy kept my cock in his mouth, pulled away his wet fingers and forced one into my ass. I moaned and opened my eyes wide, wondered what he had in mind. He was still dressed. I used my foot touching his crotch and, no surprise, he was rock hard.

"Take off your clothes.." I whispered.

Hairy daddy looked up at me, seemed not sure if he should.

"Let me just take care of you today.." he said.

"I want to see your hairy body.." I started to undress him.  He was reluctant to remove his clothes, but lust still won after all.

He stood naked in front of me, stroking his stiff cock slowly while his eyes looked directly into mine.

"Do you want me to fuck you?"

I didn't answer.

"Do you have condom? lube?"

I shaked my head, still looking at him. He probably could see in my eyes that I wanted him real bad.

"Guess we'll have to do it the old fashion way..." He then went down on me again, lifted my both legs and inserted his tongue into my asshole. He rimmed me for a while.  He wetted his finger with his own pre-cum and put it into my hole, as if to test if I was ready for the real thing.

After he rimmed me some more, he held his hard cock in his hand in front of my hole. "You're gonna feel it.." he said. Then he forced his cock head into my ass.

"Aww...." I couldn't help but it really hurt. I held on to his hips, asking him to pause.

"Shh... Just let it stay in there for a while.." hairy daddy said to me. His hands moved to my chest and played with my nipples.  I could feel his cock growing harder as it stretched my hole open. His cock was even bigger than I remembered.

Slowly he started to pinch my nipples. The pain excited me and my cock was leaking precum.  While I was feeling the pain on my nipples, hairy daddy, at the same time, little by little, pushed his cock inside of me. I had tears in my eyes when his cock finally went all the way in.

"That's it.. You did it, boy.." Then he started pounding me. First gently, then he went faster and more forceful. I wasn't sure if what I felt was pain or excitment, but I didn't want him to stop. The more I moaned, the faster he pounded my ass. The couch got pushed back a few inches from his actions.

"Can I come inside you, boy?" hairy daddy asked. His sweat dripping on my body.

"I want you to come inside me!" I begged.

Hairy daddy gave me a bright smile and pounded me even harder. A few minutes later, he closed his eyes, groaned through this teeth, his lips were shivering..  "ahh... yeah... " he yelled out and shot his hot cum in me.

With his cock still inside me, he collapsed on top of me.  His sweaty body covered mine, his armed wrapped around my head. I inhaled his manly body odor.  And I could feel that his cock was still throbbing in me.

When he caught his breath and got up from me, we felt something sticky on my abs. We realized that I was so excited that I had cum right before he lied top of me after he shot his load.  I didn't even need to stroke my cock or touch it..  I was that high!

"That's quite a load there.." Hairy daddy said to me with a smirk. He proceeded to lick and ate my cum off my abs.  Then, for the first time, he kissed me, with his mouth full of my own cum.

"Can we do this again?" Hairy daddy said to me after he put on his clothes and was ready to head to the door.

"You know where I live." I gave him a light kiss on his mouth.

Next Door Hairy Daddy

Early this morning on my way for my jog, I walked up the avenue and noticed a neighbor standing in front of the opened car door, with one foot and his head in the car, looking for something. He was wearing a thin robe and clearly wan't wearing underpants. He has hairy legs and nice shape butt. I couldn't help myself but trying to take a few more looks without being noticed.

"Morning." he said with a smile when he noticed me walking by. A briefcase full of documents in his left hand.

I smiled and said "morning" back. He walked towards to his front door and I kept on walking.

When I looked back at his house's direction after a few steps, I realized that he was still standing in front of his door looking at me. Somehow embarassed, I waved at him as if to say Good-bye, and quickly continue to walk away. I thought I caught him smiled when I waved at him.

We have been neighbors ever since when I moved here. But we are the type of neighbors that we don't know each other's name or what they do. We only greet each other with a few words when we meet on the street.

He is about 50 something and I've always liked his look specially when he has his five-o'clock shadow. He could have a full beard if he wants to. He lives there with his wife and kids. And because of that, I never really had any other thoughts about him. But his smile this morning seemed to suggest something..

"Stop fantasizing!" I told myself and started jogging.

Half an hour later, I walked pass by his door again on my way home. He opened his door and said hi to me. He must had been waiting for me to come back from my jog.

"I know you live down the street but we never really chatted." he walked towards me and said, extending his right hand.

Didn't know what to say, I shook his hand, sweating, not sure if it was from the jog or the nerve. He was still in his robe and I was in my jogging shorts. Looking at his unshaved face, I felt my cock started to grow and I tried everything I could to suppress that.

"You wanna come in for some water? You look like you need some!" he seemed to notice my slowly bulging shorts. Then he put his right hand on my shoulder, guiding me to the inside of his house.

His robe came loose the moment he shut the door behind me, his semi-hard cock was peaking through the robe, dripping pre-cum.  Without a second though, I knelt down in front of him and put his cock in my mouth. When I mouth closed arround his cock, he let out a moan.

"This is even better than what I had imagine.." he let the robe drop on the floor, his head leaned back a little, clearly enjoying my sucking his cock. And I looked at his hairy abs, my hands were grabbing and touching his butt and chest constantly. His lightly tanned body is covered with nice furry hair except his back. All I could think of was to caress all over him.

His cock became real hard and it was gagging me. I wanted to please him so I kept swallowing it.

"Let me suck you, too." he said, touching my wet hair with his hands.

Awared that I wouldn't smell nice after the jog, I shook my head slightly and told him, "Let's just take care of you today.."

He seemed to understand me and gave me a smile. He closed his eyes and enjoyed my exploring tongue all over his cock. I sucked on the head of his cock, wanting to drain his flowing pre-cum. My right hand caressed his hairy butt. When my fingers got cloes to his hole, his cock stiffen even more.

"You're gonna make me cum like that?" he said between groans.

I licked his balls and the spot between his balls and hole a few times, with my finger gently forcing into his hole.

He moaned and groaned and I had the feeling he was close to shoot. I immediately put his cock back in my mouth, swallowed it as deep as I could. My finger went in a little further inside his warm hole. Each time I did that, he would tighten his buttlock as a reflex and moaned louder. I held his hairy butt with my two hands and pulled closer to my face, bringing his cock into my throat the deepest I could take. He was all sweaty too by now and I loved the smell of his manly sweat.

"Ugh... I'm gonna cum.."

I haven't had a chance to decide if I want him to cum in my mouth, his hot sperm shot deep down my throat. It tasted sweet, so I simply kept on sucking untill I had every drop of this hairy daddy's cum in me. He was shaking from excitment; sweat dripped down along his hairy body.

I left his cock in my mouth while his tried to catch his breath. I wanted to taste him as long as I could. I wanted to remember his sweet load, his body odor.

"What about you?" finally he was able to talk, with a somewhat silly smile.

"Don't worry. I've got my protein." I replied and smirked.

Just the moment I closed his door behind me, I realized that I still don't know his name. But I'm sure I will see him aound.

Back to Hilton Gateway Hotel with Master Danny

The first time I was used by Master Danny was at the Hilton Gateway Hotel near the Newark Airport.  It's the best area for us to meet so we decided to re-visit the location for our second session.

The moment the elevator door closed, Master Danny dropped the black nylon bag on the floor and grabbed my crotch with his right hand forcefully. With his left hand holding my head, he covered my mouth with his and his tongue went in as deep as he could.

"Why did you make me wait for so long?" he said. Passionately, he kissed me till we reached our floor.

"Did you do what I told you to, boy?" Master Danny asked me once we were in the room.

I removed all my clothes, bend over and showed him the butt plug I had been wearing.

"Good. Now on your knees and hands behind your head." he ordered.

Master Danny tied my hands together and put ankle cuffs on me. The ankle cuffs were chained together, which made it difficult to walk. Then he pulled down his leather pants in front of my face, exposed his already growing cock with metal cock ring. Without a word, he inserted his cock into my mouth and I almost choked. I sucked his cock a long while. I didn't dare to spit out my master's pre-cum so I kept swallowing. After his cock was all hard and wet, he told me to lie on the edge of the bed with my face down.

He slapped my ass and started to pull out my butt plug slowly. I groaned as Master Danny finally managed to pull it all out. He spited on my hole and massaged it with his warm hand. Then I felt his face buried between my ass cheeks and his tongue penetrating my hole. Master Danny was eating my ass, it made me really high and my pre-cum wetted the white bed sheet.

Perhaps I was nervous, my hole apparently was still too tight. Master Danny worked it with various sizes of dildos, stretched it open till he believed my hole was ready for his stiff, hot cock. My eyes were watering and I almost cried out the moment when his cock's fat head entered my body. He lied on my back when his cock fully penetrated me. His two hands pinched my nipples and it distracted the pain caused by his cock entering me. He stayed like that for a while to let my hole get used to his rock hard cock. When he started fucking me,  I could feel his hairy chest rubbing my back. I loved that feeling.. I was making sound in lust that I never thought I could.

"You are making too much noise." Then he stuffed his sock into my mouth.

He continued to fuck me. Sometimes gentle, sometimes hard. We were both sweating even though the AC was quite strong. At some points I thought he was going to tear my hole apart.

To catch his own breath, Master Danny lied flat on the bed, removed the sock in my mouth and told me to suck his cock that was in my ass.  I did obediently.

When Master Danny told me to follow him to the bath room. I knew what's coming. He first pissed on my face. Then he told me to open my mouth and I drank the rest of my Master's piss. After I swallowed everything, he lowered himself and licked my face before he kissed me.

Back on the bed, he had me lie on my back, hands tied to the bed legs on each side. He squeezed my nipples before he put nipple clamps on them. My was semi-hard cock grew instantly and reached its full hardness. After he put the mouth gag on me, my Master licked my balls and sucked my cock.   Once in a while he would pull on my nipple clamp which caused me to moaned both in pain and pleasure. Suddenly I felt his finger entered my sore hole. My cock grew even harder as he fucked me using his fingers and I was getting close. He never stopped sucking me the whole time. I gasped and moaned loudly through the mouth gag. Finally I couldn't resist any longer and exlpoded in my master's mouth.

Master Danny sucked out each and every drop of my cum and made some sound in enjoyment. He then took away my mouth gag, sealed my mouth with his and unloaded all my cum he had kept in his mouth. I knew my master wanted me to do, so I swallowed my own cum..

Even though I was quite exhausted, he wasted no time, untied my hands and sat me down where he re-tied my hands behind the chair. My nipples were pulled down by the weight of the nipple clamp. They were very sensitive when he removed the nipple clamp. As if to ease my pain, my master sucked on my nipples, bit and chewed on them now and then. I moaned and my limp cock came back to life again. Master Danny's pre-cum drop on my leg in slow motion.

"You want your master's cock in your ass, boy? Then you better make it hard and wet." He said to me and stuffed his cock in my mouth.

He fucked my face and I tried my best not to hurt him with my teeth. I sucked and licked and tasted my master's meat with all my will. When his cock was so hard that I could see the bulging veins, he untied me from the chair and removed my ankle cuffs. He proceeded to lie on the bed with his stiff cock pointing at the ceiling and he gestured me to come to him.

"Sit on it, boy." he said loudly.

Master Danny wasn't wearing a condom, reluctantly I got on top of him and slowly let my hole swallowed my master's cock. After a while my tight hole got used to it and I started riding my master. There's nothing can compare with getting fucked raw..

"Yeah... fuck yourslef, boy..." His hands held on to my ass firmly, intended to stretch my hole open and penetrate me even deeper.

"Squeeze my nipples, boy..."

I did and felt his cock got even harder in my ass each time I pinched his nipples. I rode almost violently and was thinking I never wanted it to end.

"If you keep it up, I'm gonna shoot in your ass. Is that what you want, boy? Do you want your master's seed in your ass?"

"Yes, sir!" I groaned and moaned. My ass was hot and sore..

"What do you want, boy?" he stared at me and yelled.

"I want your cum, sir!"

"Where do you want your master's cum, boy?" he said, almost shouting.

"In my ass, SIR!" I managed to say it between breaths..

I was sitting on him hard and he lifted his ass higher, his stiff cock penetrated me real deep. Master Danny let out a loud sound, grabed my ass real tight and shot his hot cum deep and straight inside me. He shivered a few times while he continued to seed in my ass.

By then we were both totaly sweaty. With my master's cock still in my ass, I collapsed on top of him, my bare smooth body rubbing his manly hairy chest. He grabed my hair and put his tongue into my mouth. We kissed, tasted each other's breath. I sucked on his lower lip and tongue. I wanted to be his boy forever. I wanted my master to use me whenever he wants.

"Don't make me wait for this long again. You hear me, boy?" he slapped my ass with his right hand real hard and said. Then he wrapped his sweaty hard arms around me and gave me another long, deep kiss..

Offered more than what my post did..

Posted an ad on the craigslist seeking somebody to come over and suck off my horny cock. Within 30 minutes, I received an email from a man claiming to be in his early 50s.  He said he is hairy (great!), and has facial hair (great! great!!), but had no pic to send me because he was using his mobile phone. I usually don't like to invite anybody to my place without at least having a face pic.  But my cock was so hard and it needed to be drained badly and soon.

A few email exchanged and he rang my door bell 20 minutes later.  He might not be very good looking but his facial hair and handyman shirt gave him a rugged look, which often turns me on..

I guided him to a spare room. Without a word, he pulled down my pants and started working on my cock right away.  I lied on the bed and just enjoyed his service. It felt really good and I had to pushed him back a little once in a while so I wouldn't cum too fast.  He licked my balls, put them in his mouth and sucked on them - it was incredible!

My cock was so hard and precum was clearly visible.  This man looked at my stiff cock intensely. He held my cock in his hand and said, "can I put it in my ass?"

Surprised by this sudden request, I hadn't even had a chance to respond, he already took off his jeans and prepared to sit on my cock.  That's when I saw his really nice hairy body and firm ass cheeks.  Still kind of stunned by the request and at the same time lured by his hairy legs and body, with the help of my precum, he sat on me and I penetrated him slowly. I'm a 100% bottom and the fact that his ass was pretty tight really gave me a sensation that I had never experienced.  That was not the first time that I was sat on/fucked somebody, but it really felt fantastic!

He grabbed my ass from both side, trying to force my cock go even deeper inside him. He started to sweat and I was close to my limit. Didn't want to cum inside him since there was no condom, I pushed him away fast knowing I was about to cum. Still in some kind of trance, this hairy handyman wasn't sure what's going on. "I'm cuming.." I almost shouted. He then saw the white cream shooting out from my rock-hard cock. Without any hesitation, he fell to his knees, opened his mouth and took it all in. He swallowed every drop of my cum and touched my body with his hands.  My body shivered with pleasure while he lick my now softening cock.

He got up and put on his jeans. 

"So what do you do?" I asked.

'I'm a painter. Slow season." That would explain the van he drove him, I thought to myself.

"Did you enjoy it?" with a smirk he asked while putting on his shoes.

"Yeah sure..  more than I expected.." I told him, silly smile on my face, and rubbed his shoulder with my right hand.

"You have my email address. Anytime you wanna do it again.." He gave me a kiss on my cheek. and then he was out of the door.

Rick Perry takes the whole thing

Hmm... Rick Perry seems to know how to take the whole thing all the way!

I have to admit that I find him very attractive, even though he doesn't have any facial hair. He has an ideal "Daddy" face to me..

Too many fuckers, too few opportunities..

Met the ex-NYPD briefly yesterday.  He called my name when I was walking down the street.  I didn't expect to see him at that moment so it took me by surprise.  He was wearing sunglasses the whole time when we were chatting.  I wish he would have taken off the sunglasses because you usually can tell if a person is honest or not by looking straight to the eyes.  As I mentioned before, he has goatee.  I liked what I saw and he is well built - a little taller than I am, which I like.  I could sense he liked me as well.  It might be my imagination but I thought I saw his crotch moved. He repeatedly told me his schedule is flexible and now the ball is in my hands.  Sure I wish I could have his balls in my hand!  I would squeeze them tightly while my mouth work on his stiff cock.

So we'll stay in touch. He made it clear that it's my call.

Yesterday I also got to exchanged a few email with a married man who actually lives just two villages away from me.  We've seen each other's pictures and are just waiting for a mutually convenient time to meet.

He sent me one pic yesterday, which made me wish I could have him over right away.  He also has goatee and, to my eyes, very kissable lips.  He wrote in his message:

discreet, hairy and craving a nice ass to sink into - 40s 5/11 190 and 7c - love to tongue-fuck first - and deep man-to-man kissing gets me harder and hotter.

Man-to-man kiss!! That's exactly what I'm craving for!  I want my tongue exploring his mouth, taste his man's saliva and suck on his tongue till we both almost out of breath.  And of course, there will be so much more I'd like do do with him, or want him to do to me - like tongue fuck my hole till it's wet and ready for his cock to penetrate me..

So this is another one waiting for me to give him a green light to come over..

And, the accountant daddy who calls my cum super sweet? He also contacted me a few days ago, asking me when he can drain my cock again.  This accountant is also married.  He has a big fat cock that I couldn't even put it all the way in my mouth the only time when I tried to blow him.  I usually don't suck anybody unless that guy really turns me on and I feel I can trust him.  I'm not sure if I want to suck him again, but I somehow lust for his hot cum on my face.  My mother is currently staying with me but I told him in an email today that if he dares, he can come over and do me tomorrow morning.  He replied:

if i dare?  you want that ccok sucked that badly...its your mom...what u think would happen if she caught u with sperm on ur face.....ur calll   ill do it ....where u get so brave all of sudden all this time ...i could been drinking ur load.

ok that kind of exciting see what we can do...u mean i can drive you out your mind , suck ur cock dry till every drop sperm shoots down my throat, and then shoot a thick load of whit cream on ur face and u cant moan...........hmmmmmmmmmm  i cant tatse it now

Would I dare? We'll find out tomorrow..

Ex-NYPD

Today, once again, I posted an ad on Craigslist looking for hairy daddies in my neighborhood.  There were quite a few responded my ad, but one really stood out.

Hi, MW 50.5"11, 195. At gym now. I work out 4-5 times a week

Will be available after 7. U won't be disappointed. Goatee, hairy. Call me. xxx-xxx-xxxx. Tommy

Goatee and hairy? Hmm, that would be enough to get me hard..  I didn't call him, as I don't, and never give my phone number unless I'm sure it is necessary.  I dropped one more email asking for a face pic, but he replied and said he's at the gym so no pic.  I wanted to give up on him because people can say anything they want.  Instead, I went on Facebook, put in his email address and search, but found none.  But I did find about 20 profiles that match his full name.  One caught my eye because that person has facial hair and the age seems to match too.

I sent another email and asked where he is located..

Bingo!  According to that Facebook profile info, he was an NYPD detective.  I hesitated a bit, not sure if it's "safe" to exchange sexual emails with a cop, even though he is retired.  I decided to email him and ask if he was with NYPD.  Few minutes later, he replied, did not answer directly, only wrote "do I know you? My schedule is flexible."

So there was my confirmation.  From the Facebook profile picture (quite small and can't see enlarged image), he is not bad looking.  But his visible facial hair and the idea of his being an ex-NYPD excite me.  Imagine if I would be sucking an NYPD detective's cock and even get fucked by him..

We might meet and greet tomorrow in the city.  If it went well and I had good feelings about this ex-NYPD, I might even let him fuck me raw, let this NYPD detective breed my hungry hole..

Paul Barresi - Spanking

John, my first adultery.

Got off the #6 subway train, I walked towards to the Mondrian building on 54th Street. My heart was beating fast and I was really nervous. It was the first time I met someone, behind my partner's back, on the internet and actually decided to meet.

"17th floor." the doorman said to me after he informed John.

Rang the doorbell, I found my hands were shaking. Before I could change my mind and turn away, John opened the door with a big smile on his face. He wrote in his email that he has Tom Selleck's mustache and he certainly wasn't lying. And I could see his chest hair coming out from under his white dress shirt, which really turned me on.

We chatted a little bit this and that, and I wasn't sure what's going to happen. He was originally from Belgium and has a sexy accent.

"I just came back from the office.  Why don't you take a hot shower with me? Hm?"

 I looked at him and just smiled, didn't know what to say, although my cock got hard in response to his suggestion.

"Come." he said and started taking off his clothes while walking into his bedroom.

I sat there, thinking if I should. Then I could hear the water hitting the floor.  The image of him naked, the idea of being so close to a hairy man of my dream made me crazy.. Finally I stood up, got rid of my clothes and walked into the shower room.

We touched each other's body a short while, looked at each other in the eyes and our lips touched.  He kissed me passionately, his tongue explored my mouth.  I usually don't care much about smokers.  But in this situation, it seem to make the whole thing even hotter.  I sucked on his tongue, tasted his lips and smelled his tobacco scented mustache.

John put his hand on my head, motioned me to be on my knees.  I admired his beautiful cock for a few second, and hungrily put it in my mouth and worked on it. I could sense that he was watching me sucking his cock, so I worked on it even harder.

He pulled me up on my feet, we kisses some more, and he lifted my right thigh, sticked his index finger into my ass.  It hurt but it also excited me. He used soap as lubricant and tried to fuck me standing. His cock was rock hard but I had problem taking it in. I had to tell him that I needed some time..

"Let me fuck you from your back. It might be easier."

I was on my all four, facing the wall. He rubbed my asshole with the soap again while hot water showering on us. John was on his knees, trying as gently as he could to penetrate me.  It really hurt the moment when his cock head entered my asshole, but my cock was so stiff and pre cum was dripping to the floor. John massaged my back, grabbed my hair and kissed me on my neck.  When he could see that I relaxed a little, he slowly inserted his cock deeper. I moaned with lust and eventually took his cock all the way in.  John's breathing became heavy, placed his hands on my shoulders and pumped my ass in a rhythm.  I felt my asshole burning in fire but I didn't want it to stop..

John slowed down a bit, kissed and nibbled my ear with his hard cock resting in my ass. After a while he  got up and suddenly fucked me in much faster speed. It seemed his cock was growing even bigger in my ass and it hurt me a lot.  But I enjoyed it tremendously and I also wanted to make John happy.  So I let him fucked me as long and hard as he wanted.  Just before he was about to cum, he pulled his cock out and dumped his load on my ass.

We both collapsed on the floor, kissed and caressed each other while we try to catch our breath.

At the door before I left, I smiled embarrassed and said to him:
"That was my first time."

"No wonder you were so tight!" John said with a smirk.

He kissed me one more time on my cheek and then I was on my way back home.  My ass was still hurting, but I felt strangely happy.

Since he knew that he was the first man who has ever fucked me, he fucked me raw and cum inside me each and every time. And I wouldn't have wanted it any other way when I was with him.

Louis CK

OK. I have never seen his act or shows. But his next-door-dad look just makes me want to hug him and give him a open mouth kiss!

Does anyone have the clip from his HBO show, “Lucky Louie,” where he shows his penis??

Tom Selleck

OK. I'm sure I'm not the first one who has ever made this sort of comment, but if Tom Selleck ever wanted to fuck me, I'd say, "Anytime!"

Tom Selleck was probably the first sign for me when I realize that I'm gay. I remember when I first saw him in Magnum P.I., I was infatuated by his mustache and his handsome look. I kept wondering (and still do) how incredible it'd must have been to kiss his lips and have his tongue in my mouth.

Can't remember how many nights I have dreamed about Tom Selleck and woke up with a hard-on. In one dream, he fucks me from behind and I can feel his hairy chest and legs rubbing against my skin.  He has a mushroom head cock and it feels so good when he pulls his cock out of my asshole and slowly enter my body again.  He puts his fingers in my mouth and pinches my nipples while he fucks me and each fuck seems to go deeper inside my ass.  Suddenly he grabs my balls with one hand, turns my head with the other and inserts his tongue in my mouth. I get so high I shoot my load without him even touching my cock.

Please don't be offended, Mr. Selleck. I just can't help it when I see your face and your wonderfully hairy body. I just want to kiss you, bite you, eat you, suck you, rim you and let you have your way with me. You can fuck me anytime you wish.