Too many fuckers, too few opportunities..

Met the ex-NYPD briefly yesterday.  He called my name when I was walking down the street.  I didn't expect to see him at that moment so it took me by surprise.  He was wearing sunglasses the whole time when we were chatting.  I wish he would have taken off the sunglasses because you usually can tell if a person is honest or not by looking straight to the eyes.  As I mentioned before, he has goatee.  I liked what I saw and he is well built - a little taller than I am, which I like.  I could sense he liked me as well.  It might be my imagination but I thought I saw his crotch moved. He repeatedly told me his schedule is flexible and now the ball is in my hands.  Sure I wish I could have his balls in my hand!  I would squeeze them tightly while my mouth work on his stiff cock.

So we'll stay in touch. He made it clear that it's my call.

Yesterday I also got to exchanged a few email with a married man who actually lives just two villages away from me.  We've seen each other's pictures and are just waiting for a mutually convenient time to meet.

He sent me one pic yesterday, which made me wish I could have him over right away.  He also has goatee and, to my eyes, very kissable lips.  He wrote in his message:

discreet, hairy and craving a nice ass to sink into - 40s 5/11 190 and 7c - love to tongue-fuck first - and deep man-to-man kissing gets me harder and hotter.

Man-to-man kiss!! That's exactly what I'm craving for!  I want my tongue exploring his mouth, taste his man's saliva and suck on his tongue till we both almost out of breath.  And of course, there will be so much more I'd like do do with him, or want him to do to me - like tongue fuck my hole till it's wet and ready for his cock to penetrate me..

So this is another one waiting for me to give him a green light to come over..

And, the accountant daddy who calls my cum super sweet? He also contacted me a few days ago, asking me when he can drain my cock again.  This accountant is also married.  He has a big fat cock that I couldn't even put it all the way in my mouth the only time when I tried to blow him.  I usually don't suck anybody unless that guy really turns me on and I feel I can trust him.  I'm not sure if I want to suck him again, but I somehow lust for his hot cum on my face.  My mother is currently staying with me but I told him in an email today that if he dares, he can come over and do me tomorrow morning.  He replied:

if i dare?  you want that ccok sucked that badly...its your mom...what u think would happen if she caught u with sperm on ur face.....ur calll   ill do it ....where u get so brave all of sudden all this time ...i could been drinking ur load.

ok that kind of exciting see what we can do...u mean i can drive you out your mind , suck ur cock dry till every drop sperm shoots down my throat, and then shoot a thick load of whit cream on ur face and u cant moan...........hmmmmmmmmmm  i cant tatse it now

Would I dare? We'll find out tomorrow..